Love in the Shadows: Understanding Conscious and Unconscious Betrayal
- Hilary Valdez
- 6 hours ago
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Through the years as a therapist, I’ve conducted numerous counseling sessions with couples, some married, some not. I observed that being a geographical bachelor, during deployments or being transferred to duty stations where family members were not allowed, or extending training exercises, or temporary duty assignments, always put a strain on relationships. In the words of Kristin Hannah in “The Nightingale”: “If I have learned anything in this long life of mine, it is this: in love we find out who we want to be; in war we find out who we are.”
Human relationships are not passive. When long separations occur, what kind of life will you choose? What do you do? How do you behave? Will you live with honesty, taking responsibility for your place in the lives of your family and loved ones, acting with care, even when it’s difficult, even when no one is watching? Or will you drift into a life shaped by convenience, pretense, and quiet dishonesty, allowing your actions to be guided by self-interest. In the end, the answer is not affirmed in words but revealed in how you live.
Love, caring, commitment, trust, responsibility is bundled into a relationship. I always asked myself and the client: “What happened?” Did they have an awareness of how their actions affected family members?
Children, in particular, endure the burden of spouse betrayals. Trust within a family forms the foundation upon which identity and belonging are built. When that trust is compromised, the effects can spread across generations, shaping how family members relate to others and to themselves. A single act or pattern of “negligence” can create fractures that influence communication, emotional security, and future trust. Children suffer quietly. They observe and store the images, which begin psychologically leaking as they grow older. Injury to the heart is a wound that lasts a lifetime.
Every person carries unseen burdens, hopes and dependencies. Betrayal doesn’t break your heart; it shatters your illusions. “‘What is more important, that Caesar is assassinated or that he is assassinated by his intimate friends? … That,’ Frederick said, ‘is where the tragedy is.’”
Witnessing the human dilemma of being human and harming others whether through intention or neglect, is to take lightly the shared vulnerability of being human. Humans are pleasure seeking, some more than others. Betrayal does not simply damage a relationship; it alters the way a person understands loyalty, safety, and even themselves.
“When you experience loss, people say you’ll move through the five stages of grief…Denial, Anger, Bargaining, Depression, Acceptance. What they don’t tell you is that you’ll cycle through them all, every day,” according to Ranata Suzuki, contemporary poet and author of “The Longest Night.”
Everyone gets hurt when domestic issues arise. But when you are hurt, it’s difficult to endure betrayal, confusion, or emotional harm. What’s the way forward? For some men, they get trapped in an emotional straight jacket, unable to move forward. Yet in the middle of turmoil, sometimes help arrives in ways that cannot be easily explained: a sudden clarity, an unexpected ally, a shift in perspective. Whether one calls it grace, fate, karma, or a higher power, there are moments when people are quietly led away from harm and toward healing. In time, they may rediscover trust, rebuild their sense of worth, and a new sense of purpose.
“If you walked away from a toxic, negative, abusive, one-sided, dead-end low vibrational relationship or friendship, you won,” Lalah Delia, an American spiritual author, said. More treacherous, is unconscious betrayal, the kind that arises not from malice, but from neglect, distraction, or emotional blindness. A forgotten promise, a pattern of indifference, or the quiet prioritization of self over others can slowly erode trust. This behavior lacks clear intention and is often dismissed or minimized by the one who commits them. But for the person who experiences them, the effect can be devastating. The absence of acknowledgment can deepen the wound, leaving the injured person feeling unseen as well as hurt.
“Nothing is more tragic than loving someone to the depths of your soul and knowing they cannot and will not ever love you back,” American author Rick Riordan has written.
My Mental Fitness advice is: Effective communication involves clear sending and clear receiving. Honesty with your feelings, open to feedback and a willingness to change. No easy way to survive life. But don’t wallow in self-pity. Take you fears and walk “Fear-ward.”
Each new hand you hold, carries some challenges. “You fell in love with a storm. Did you really think you would get out unscathed?” Nikita Gill, a British-Indian, posited in her book “Great Goddesses: Life lessons and myths from Greek goddesses.”
Get out there! Enjoy humanity! Take some chances! Don’t act like a turtle and hide inside your shell.
About the Author:
Hilary Valdez is a freelancer living in Tokyo, Japan. He is an experienced Mental Health professional and Resiliency Trainer. Valdez is a former Marine and has worked with the military most of his career and most recently worked at Camp Zama as a Master Resiliency Trainer. Valdez now has a private practice and publishes books on social and psychological issues. His books are available on Amazon and for Kindle. Learn more about Valdez and contact him at his website or email (InstantInsights@hotmail.com). Follow his YouTube channel Hilary’s Quick Talk for more insights.
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